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[Jun. 7th, 2005|09:18 am] |
And you think it's about time that you died, and I agree
so you decide on suicide
you tried but you never quite carried it out
you only wanted to die in order to show off
and if you think you're gonna bleed all over me
you're even wronger than you'd normaly be
And the only things you want to see are kitsch
And the only thing you want to be is rich
Your little pink up-pointed nose begins twitch
I know you know you're just a little bitch! 1,2! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 6th, 2005|10:33 pm] |
If you have been rejected many times in your life, then one more rejection isn't going to make much difference. If you're rejected, don't automatically assume it's your fault. The other person may have several reasons for not doing what you're asking her to do: none of it may have anything to do with you. Perhaps the person is busy or not feeling well or genuinely not interested in spending time with you. Rejections are part of everyday life. Don't let them bother you. Keep reaching out to others. When you begin to recieve positive responses, then you are on the right track. It's all a matter of numbers. Count the positive responses and forget about the rejections.
xxxxxx :) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 6th, 2005|07:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Vincent Vincent and the Villians | ] |
Hey , woooo my music exam is over......it took place this morning at 9am :(, and was 2 and a half hours long! I dont think i did so badly though
. eee guess ill just have to wait n see 'nooooo'
I also had a 2hour long theology revision session, which bored the hell outta me, haha the few highlights of that were , john drawing cartoons of mark harrison lol,soooo true.
Ok i got home and found out that someone i thought valued me as a friend actually doesnt give a damn, apparently im too annoying and she doesnt like me. Guess ill just have to get over it though, haha ive been led on for to long , ah well....
anyway unlike somepeople im not tragic and dillusional so i won't dwell on the subject. ok well im off
buhbyeee xxx |
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[May. 26th, 2005|11:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing else matters (london symphony) | ] |
Hey Id just like to make an apology to anyone i offended or pissed off yesterday , i was ill and upset, bordering on feeling depressed
Im ok now though, have a day free of college and revision wooo ,and am seeing friend l8r ,who i havnt seen in a couple of days but it feels alot longer.
Cya later xxxxxx |
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| little thoughts |
[May. 21st, 2005|10:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | libertines- Last post on the Bugle (old demo) | ] |
Been thinking little thoughts
Keep on walking try to stay up
Pay Attention to the details
We go slowly, slowly down
Been thinking little thoughts
Keep on walking try to stay up
Pay Attention to the details
We go slowly, down
I'll go back if you ask
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll go back if you ask
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll go back if you ask
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll Go back, b, b, b, Backwards
This world ain't just m, m, m, made of facts
Every half hour is a countdown
If it's 'cause of my age then you're a coward
If it's 'cause of my age then you're a coward
If it's 'cause of my age then you're a coward
I haven't got the guts to stand alone
I'll go back if you ask
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll go back if you ask
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll go back if you ask
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll Go back, b, b, b, Backwards
I'll go back if you ask
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll go back if you ask
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll go back if you ask
I'll go back if you ask me
I'll go back if you ask me
I'LL GO BACK B, B, B, BACKWARDS!
I cant believe its took me so long to realise how great bloc party are, this song now means so much to me. I will have to buy the album, its just not the same downloading it to my mp3 player.
Ive got a day of English language revision ahead, the exam is on tuesday afternoon!, if i dont get a C i will probably drop it. Im tired, yet active ,didnt sleep much last night, stayed up listening to blocparty/maximopark, and drew wooo , abstract art. Art shall be my new hobby. It frustrates me when my friends are so much better at it than me, but i believe that anyone can be good at something if they put their minds to it.
Still like girl , but not as bothered as before, I hope shes happy though, i was certain she was till yesterday night and now im not so sure.
I'll get called crazy for it but i reckon theres still some hope for us both, and this is a rare feeling for me as im not exactly the most positive person in the world.
I better go make myself some breakfast, you can comment if you like :P
luv me xxx |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|04:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pearl Jam - Black (acoustic) | ] |
Heyalo , soo ive had a pretty cool day, saw sean and nattie on the way back from college which was cool as we never see them. I slept in and missed double theology this morning and was avoiding Paul Wilson for as long as i could. He bumped into me at registration though, i thought i was gonna get hastle but he laughed and said 'thats unlike you Joe', he seems to like me alot, proberbly because i come across really moral in his lessons (when i turn up).
Tonights gonna be a pretty boring night, i feel pretty ill and i guess ill have to start on my 2nd english coursework eeee:(.
I cant sleep lately so im proberbly gonna be up late again writing songs or something eeesh maybe ive got insomnia or something lol im always really active and constantly having to keep myself occupied , i hate not doing anything. Okay im gonna go make myself something to eat, lol ive gone nearly 2 weeks without eating meat, me and friend have sworn to stay vegetarian forever.
So it'll probebrly involve quorn heh.
Anyway cya l8r peeps xxxxxxxx |
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[Apr. 11th, 2005|02:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none- were in the crappy learning centre at bede | ] |
Hello peeps , sorry its took so long for me to update my journal. Im sat in college and Sitting next to friend were both bored and waiting for next lesson to start , i dont really care about english language at the moment, Ive got my priorities right and Band practice is on the top of the list. Im off to johns after college to practice for a couple of hours. We will hopefully come up with a few more original songs.
Anyway enough small talk ! I still like girl , but she proberbly doesnt know or care, its becoming painful to even speak to her, what makes it worse is that i really want her to be happy , but shes really happy in a relationship with someone at the moment, and i wish that could be me. Anyway i keep wishing that eventually i'll get back with her hmmm :(.
Argh im really sick of college its been another one of those mediocre days, Some of our friends who havnt seen us for two weeks , act as if they dont care and arn't pleased to see us , and others are nice enough but bloody annoying and it becomes intoxicating to speak to them. Oh and another thing, when ever we arrive back in college it annoys me how it appears that everyone seems to have a new appearance inso they'l get a few compliments off certain admirers, eg people will pay 40quid to get there hair dyed blonde, when it looked better with their natural colour, and if they really wanted it dyed they could have done it on there own for 10quid. It seems as if all people care about is their appearances :( , oh well |
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| nerves didnt get the better of me , we ruled woooot :D |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|03:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | listning to myself sing libertines stylie woo | ] |
okey its been ages since ive updated my lj , i usually write on here when im depressed but lately ive been feelin great so havnt bothered. Ive had a really good weekend. ( im gonna count the whole of friday as a day in the weekend). This is because me and a friend speant the whole day together , and we recorded covers of a few good songs. I played acoustic guitar and did backing vocels, and she sung , she has a really hot voice lol. Anyway at 1pm she was supposed to go back to college for 2 whole lessons, and i encouraged her to scive off. So i found up the college pretending to be her dad, and they fell for it ha.
So we speant the rest of the afternoon recording covers, some alot better than others, my favourite had to be drain the blood.
Anyway life is generally great at the moment, im getting on well with everymember of my family , my mums become really cool all of a sudden , or maybe she already was cool and i just didnt realise it. Im giving my dad guitar lessons every couple of nights now and hes really talented and he likes the same music i do woooo. My sister is moving away from her chav friends and considering nicer people as her friends now, and andys always been cool wooooo.
Last night was probebrly the most nerve racking night ive had in a while. I took part in a concert that was held for cancer research , i get pretty nervous infront of large crouds usually , but for somereason this wasnt a problem last night. The crowd loved my libertines covers, i did a duet with my brother (the bauld gendarmes) which must have been amusing but it was a highlight of the night wooo , and i sung tonight from west sidestory ( solo) and that went really well. I also met a really hawt girl at the concert who was also singing a few songs, she ruled,anyway we got talking and i have her mobile number which rocks! , so im sitting here today and its another one of those mediocre days. My friend ,might be coming over l8r, im soo bored, but then its a sunday so it figures. Anyway im gonna start writing on LJ more frequently from now on. cyaaaaa people!!
ooo forgot to mention its my sisters 13bday , yey she rocks btw, and were all going out for a meal tonite, which should be good. |
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| ;p affects of alcohol on teenagers in billingham |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|02:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none at all | ] |
hey, okey im sat in keyskills bored out of my mind. The work im supposed to be doing has been written in the subject box lol, i want to drop this lesson! grrrr.
Ive had quite a good day , I had alot of time off college this morning and the little time i did spend there went well . My profile interviews were pretty good. and i spent alot of time at a friends house this morning , listening to JOJ ,etc... was really good fun.
I've got alot on my mind today, i like someone alot at the moment, i feel so close to her but she proberbly doesnt even notice it. It isnt obvious who this person is, so if your reading this your not gonna know who im talking about :).
Anway im wasting time and i think im drawing attention to myself, everyone else seems to be getting on with there work ^o)
xxx |
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| hit me witth your rhythm stick |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|04:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | non at all | ] |
ok wooooooo , hello evry1 :) ive had a gr8 day, managed to sit through paul wilsons theology class and pay attention ( for 2 whole hours :O)
ive been on a constant high all day , along with evry1 else , i dunno what it is , it must be something in the air near bede! anyway tonite i will be practice with the band , for the xmas concert at bede, its gonna be all acoustic , and then if i get time ill do another theology essay, woooo tis a really cool subject.
btw ive decided to start and play the drums or some sort of percussion instrument. ! :) ill have to have a go of frows drums tomorrow maybe. (still looking for a job btw lol) |
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